... and is only attainable by gods and meglomaniacs... and one of those two is kidding themselves. Build to float; build to enjoy the act of building; build to learn how to do it better next time around. Sometimes when you're in the middle of a project, it's hard not to micromanage and see flaws no one else either sees or would think twice about. Force yourself to move on, and I guarantee you'll forget about it too, especially once you're paddling about.