: ....I am only thinking about it most of the time.

The poor chap has the sickness. I had it too. You know there's only one cure - you're just gonna have to build a boat otherwise you'll never get your life back, you'll always be somewhere else daydreaming about building a boat someday. It affects your work, your family life, your time with friends. You simply won't be able to focus until you start building a boat. However, you can't build just one....